Tolstoy on the meaningless-ness of our work
In spite of the fact that during these fifteen years I regarded writing as a trivial endeavor, I continued to write.* I had already tasted the temptations of authorship, the temptations of enormous monetary rewards and applause for worthless work, and I gave myself up to it as a means of improving my material situation and as a way of stifling any questions in my soul concerning the meaning of my life and of life in general.
It was during this period, when he “regarded writing as a trivial endeavor,” that Tolstoy produced War and Peace (1869).